What a day today has been !! I have been really low past few days . Two weeks ago we had some dreadful news. My friends son has been murdered . It shocked me when we found out and I couldnt sleep for a few days at first. I tried to not think about it and get " too involved" . But whats the point of denying how you feel ?

Ive done this so many times in the past and ended up depressed because ive pushed my feelings down. And if you think about the word "depress" it means something being… Continue

Ive been learning a lot about surrender now for a long time. I used to think I was surrendered to God but now I realise how far away from that I was. God has been showing me this for a while and ive been working on it.

First of all , He had to teach me to let go before I could surrender fully. I had held all the reins all my life, even as a christian.

But God has had to slowly unravel my control on my life. It was the only way I knew how to survive. I had learnt to take control in my… Continue

One of the greatest most sung Christian songs of all time must be Amazing Grace....



Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me. I once was lost but now I’m found, was blind but now I see..



Apart from the grace of God, we are no different from the robbers and prostitutes. If there is grace present, then it is Christ substituting for us and not because we have changed.



Apart from grace Rahab was just a prostitute, Moses was a murderer,… Continue

I took Bella our dog for a walk to our local park. It was a cold November morning and the ground was damp, muddy in parts due to the heavy rain we‘d been having and also the feet of those who had walked this way before me. Autumn was turning to winter and the mornings were shrouded in the dullness that makes a person long for summer. After some ball and bird chasing by Bella we entered a wooded area of the park. The path wound its way into the trees and disappeared from sight under the fallen… Continue

As in slumber, as in sleep,

but now is the time to awake

and shine, been so quiet, gentle,

meak, remember to stand on

My word, take up the sword,

the helment the shield,

are you fully dressed for this

battle to fight, its a new day

no longer the night, when all

around is darkness, My people

shine as light.

Are You ready for this day,

watch,pray, Your assignment,

is on its way, The time of waiting

is no more, the quest is… Continue